thursday

well. . . . regular school again today. . . but i was really happy with my studio art class today :) we actually started drawing!! ( and evidentally in comparison to everyone else i'm not as bad as i thought i was) we were sketching one of the other people in the class and she was going around giving pointers out to people ( everyone except me, she told me good job) . . . ( it wasn't really that hard, i was just folowing directions and everyone else wasn't) but it made me feel good anyway. . . . but she made us bring in some of our paintings so we could go over how they are graded, well we didn't get to that today, so i'm kinda worried because she mad us leave our paintings there at school!! . . . i dont think i'll be able to sleep tonight, i'll probably have nightmares. . . plus leaving it as school also means forfeiting entering it into the county fair :( . . . oh well, theres next year i guess. . . . . and today after school i got to take pictures with a reall camera for the first time in my life!!! it was so cool!! i started in my back yard, walked to the cemetary, through the huge field of dead weeds and grass to the knights horse jumping pen where i took some awesome pics of jumping horses!!hopefully they will turn out, sigh, i guess i'll find out tomorrow, wow i really hope i remember how to develope film! or i think my teacher will hate me forever. :(. . . . but i've decided that i dont like 35 mm as much as digital cause you cant see the pics . . . and digital doesn't involve developing!